Dodd: That old feeling comes back again

COLUMBIA, Mo. — We’ve seen this before.

We’ve seen Missouri’s home floor spill over with kids in yellow T-shirts.

We’ve seen Kansas’ players walk slowly off the floor, dazed in defeat.

And we’ve felt this before too.

We’ve felt that helpless feeling, that feeling of overwhelming numbness that accompanies a loss to your biggest rival.

It was all there on Monday night on the floor of Mizzou Arena. It all came out in a blur of scratches and sweat and those damn yellow T-shirts.

And Bill Self has felt this before too. He’s felt the pain of squandered opportunities and losses in Columbia.

“It’s one that we had in our grasp, and let slip away,” Self said, minutes after Missouri handed Kansas a 62-60 punch to the gut.

Self was rather composed after this one. He’d watched his team cough up an 11-point lead in the final eight minutes of the second half, and you could tell the loss hurt.

And you know it was the kind of hurt that you can only feel when you watch your rival celebrate.

Still, Self mustered a smile and gave an honest assessment.

Sometimes other teams make plays. And, of course, it hurts when you turn the ball over 27 times.

“We just didn’t hold our composure,” said Cole Aldrich, who finished with eight points and 15 rebounds.

Now you can add this game to the annals. A memory that Missouri will relish, and a feeling that Kansas will try to forget.

And that’s really what the story was about on Monday night.

Thousands packed Mizzou Arena to see if Kansas and Missouri could resurrect a buried basketball rivalry. To see if Missouri was for real. To see if the Tigers could make this rivalry — well — an actual rivalry again.

That was the story of this night. All those people in those damn yellow T-shirts. It all added up. Kansas and Missouri were both ranked for the first time since 2003. And by some twist of the divine, they couldn’t be any closer. Kansas was ranked 16th, Missouri was 17th.

This used to happen all the time, of course. We used to have a lot of these colossal midseason battles. Remember the improbable 1989-90 season, when Kansas and Missouri matched up twice as the top two teams in America? Of course, Missouri won both of those games.

And remember the epic border clash in 1997, when Kansas had the nation’s best team? That Kansas team walked into the old Hearnes Center 22-0. 50 minutes later, Roy Williams’ most talented team walked out beaten, taken out in a double-overtime classic.

And every year, it seemed like the same thing. Another Kansas team would enter the old Hearnes Center and get knocked out by an inferior Missouri team. Can you believe that from 1994 to 2001, Kansas lost in Columbia six times?

You measured those games in elbows and scratches and expletives that rained down from the student sections.

Those old games were dirty, grimy, slugfests — and they were beautiful.

A little of that old magic returned on Monday night. The Jayhawks and Tigers exchanged body blows and you could feel the bitterness, you could feel the passion.

And then when all those kids in their damn yellow T-shirts finally cleared off the floor, and Mizzou Arena was nearly empty, the scoreboard still read: Missouri 62, Kansas 60.

And that old feeling returned. We’ve felt it before. But it still hurts.

“It couldn’t have been scripted better for us,” Self said, before the long bus ride back to Lawrence, “if we had finished the game like I thought we should have.”

 

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